Every morning, he board the office bus.. his eyes automatically search for two-seater window seat.. preferably last few rows. With headphones on.. 318 songs playing on shuffle mode at 90% volume.. he ends up listening to random songs with random emotions attached to them. There arises a another he in him.. the thinker. He starts to rewind his early tapes.. recalling each and every incidents of his life. and trying to connect the mysterious future. resulting into more mixed feelings surrounding him.. feelings that ranging from deserted loneliness to lost kid who can’t decide which path to choose… These weirdest feelings go on haunting him till the bus makes its way to its final destination.

When he swipes in at the building entrance, one more he in him takes birth.. the SEist.. a sincere work-ious chap.. who finishes his class work regularly on time.. like a DD ( Dhobhi’s Donkey ) making his owner proud of him.. with the hope of some peanuts..like in a center fresh chewing gum ATM ad.

There you can see the evening bus.. which leaves him promptly to his home. Again he ends up either dozing off or listening to songs and ofcourse with the thinker who is parallely creating ripples that disturbs the deep shit settled at the abyss of his life.

The thinker won’t leave him so easily.. he haunts him every where.. every second.. while having food, while watching tv.. even while sleeping making him insomniac with so many sleepless nights.

The next morning its mundane again.. two seater window seat.. last few rows. headphones.. 318 songs.. shuffle mode.. 90% volume.. the thinker… and it continues..

#life #love #family #friends #career #mba #ms #money #greed #selfishness #emotions #ladder #morale #motivation #ego #… there is nothing like that thinker leaves untouched !

He becomes comfortably numb with all these !! Silence takes over him completely.. making him less reactive to the surroundings and happenings.. He becomes numb to everything.

He starts facing Quarter Life Crises.